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Just to show how evil google are they sent me a few spam mails today saying 'Introduce A Friend And Win £100' which of course I cant do if google are blocking all my sites. Because I dont have any friends. Because Google blocks my site.

For a while now I have been trying to attract a bit more traffic to my site by doing Google Ads. And recently I created two colour banner ads with a big photo of myself on it, but google have 'disallowed; them on account that they solicitate funds? WTF. My site in no way asks for money anywhere and neither do my ads. My bbanners are in no way different to the millions of dating web site ads that they allow, which dont offer any service other than taking your money, who the fuck uses a dating site when you have MySpace?

Anyway, they have banned my ad, and theres nothing I can do about it other can e-mail them, ooooh, woopy do, WTF. So that will get looked at my some retard 'IT Executive' and then what? Der, i'll send hima copy of the first e-mail I sent him. I've been here before time and time again.

Essentially they are evil, they just dont want me meeting anyone, its as simple as that. Google hates freedom, they want control of who meets who, so they support evil dating agencies whose ads are bogus, but stop innocent individuals from seeking freindship and love.

Here are the EVIL ADS GOOGLE DOESN'T WANT YOU TO SEE!!!!





Oh, and by the way, here are some of the ads of 100% legitimate business that Google allows ALL THE TIME -





To start off with, these ads are clearly fraud. Immediatly, these girls dont exist. they 'represent' what they hope to sell. Secondly, these are just fronts for prostitution, which IS solisiting funds... GOOGLE IS JUST FUCKING EVIL. Secondly, these INTERNATIONAL AGENCIES are not practical, who is going to date a Indian from the UK, having to travel 100000 miles for every date. This is clearly Google trying to exert control over FREEDOM.

EVIL EVIL EVIL

GOOGLE IS EVIL.

Took me ages, not even sure why I did it. Selected 10,000 comments at a time and deleted them, took the server ages to do it. Plus I was doing it from my crap computer. Just moved over to my better one and it was alot faster.

Not even sure why I did it really, might as well have deleted the blog entries or copied and pasted them.

Anyway its done now.

my life is really fucking shit. just saying. totally need a cute girl to save me. preferably american. Call now before I become desperate or anything like that. you know, and go off the rails and become strange.

i hate xmas. to me as s ingle guy its nothing but shit. every 'celebration' is shit, birthdays, summers, bank holidays and all that, but xmas is the worst, its 4 weeks of hell. for me its like any other day except that everything is shut. And it all comes down to the fact that i'm single. And theres no need for it, i'm here on the internet. I get thousands of hits, but never once, in 5 years now has anyone ever contacted me. Plenty of 'calling me at 4am on New Years' to tell me that they have plenty of cute girls. They can manage that. People telling me to shut up, at that new years moment. Still. thats that. Just wanted to note in my blog that im having a shit Xmas. Its cold, and i'm surrounded by retards. Its getting that I cant breath. Id your cute you should call me now on 07731 195135 and we can arrange a time for you to come round and suck my dick. That'll make it better.

PS, if you ugly then fuck off. One thing I really hate about Xmas is ugly people jaunting around at Xmas like anyone wants to see their ugly face. We dont, or at least I dont.

I'm convinced that the evil internet police are making my whole internet bogus. Its just totally apparent that they are interferring with not just things like search engine rankings, but also actual e-mails and responces. For example, take MySpace. Its doesn't make sense that there are so many retards out there posting bulletins about bullshit. Surveys, and generically repeatble statements. I'm pretty certain you can spot real people. I'm not actually saying that there are alot of bogus people pout there, i'm saying that the EVIL INTERNET CUNTS are somehow mirroring the internet and automating its responce. I blame the government actually. For example. Why are all these people posting questionaires about shit like MY BEDROOM? Sureley an intelligent person would spend 10 minutes wrting about their bedroom? Not 10 minutes filling in a questionaire? The awsner is that its easy to write a bit of code that creates questionaires and awnsers them, as opposed to writes 3 paragraphs of intelligent text.

The internet offers such freedom, but NOOOOO, the government doesn't want that. They cant stand the fact that people in say, rural areas might find love without entering the governmnet controlled cities or bars etc. Sounds like shit I know, but there is more to it, and when you accept the fact that they are doing it it makes sense. Years ago there was a repressed social tyranny where the weak would fail, most bars and pubs would have idiots that could easily fuck it all up. Morons on street corners making you feel like shit. But heres the internet, with its promise of freedom from all that. But no, they have to fuck that upp too.

What I think they are doing is this. They are mirroring accounts and then automating all the shit that comes out of them. This means that girls do exist, they create profiles, but they are on SERVER A. My account, based on the fact I am a terrorist in the eyes of the governemnt, ie, someone that believes in freedom, is relegated to SERVER B. On server B there is a copy of every profile that there is on SERVER A but which is in fact just that, a copy, but with feeds from SERVER A so they appear to update. Then what happens is that you add them as friends and all communication os essentially blocked. All e-mail replies are monosymbolic, for example, in reply to a 4 paragraph e-mail you get, the responce 'lol, your amazing'. What this means is that the govenrment can control our interaction. As they were doing before the internet.

Wheres the proof? There is none. However, theres alot of circumstantial observations. For example,

1) The shear volume of messages I have sent out, in 5 years I have never actually talked to anyone real as a result of it. The odds are just too against that.

2) When ever I get to about 300 friends on MySpace, my account gets deleted. This is because there system which is aimed at phschologically manipulated people becomes less effective because the volume of bulletins should be much higher. Its worth noting that the volume of bulletins recieved whem I have 30 friends is usually the same as when I have 250 friends.

3) The return of friend invites is inconsistent. For example, the other day I spend 2 days inviting new friends, well over 200 and got 2-3 acceptances. Thats not consistent with earlier work. I believe that they are some how vetting which profiles to vet. Presumably its complex, but I believe they dont want too many friends getting through. Compare that to girls that have 300000000 friends? Really, and the sort of people I add are quite often the sort of pepople that should accept anyone, you can tell. I think whats happening here is that whilst you can see most of the users, in order to be their pal you have to add them as a friend and I thik they do that in a batch process, so they press a button, it adds the frined, but also creates the mirror, and they dont want to do too much of that, probably because it fucks teir TYRANICAL system.

4) No one ever replies to bulletoins with anything other than generic bogus crap. As above, long bulletin is responded to by the short reply 'lol'.

5) You never recieve even crap from real people like ESCORTS? A while back I realised that escorts could easily sit there on the internet adding friends that look like they need their services. Hoever, that doesn't happen. Why, because the EVIL INTERNET police are blocking it all.

6) You never get local people adding you. Like, 'hey, I notice your from Windsor, so am I, add me'. Thats because the EVIL INTERNET POLICE dont actually want you making friends in the real world.

7) There are other none MySpace related observations. I have a few companies and they advertise job vacancies on them asking for CV's. I remember when I worked I would sent CV's off to everywhere. I would find every company under the sun and send them my CV. However, in 4 years I have recieved NO CV's. This is again because the EVIL INTERNET POLICE dont want freedom. They cant stand the idea that I might offer an intelligent human being an opportunity OVER one of thei RETARDED AGENTS. Companies like mine should be recieving CV's EVERYDAY!!!

8) I runa national event that attracts over 1000 people. Its the sort of event that should attract alot of traffic of a certain sort. It has a message board which should recieve alot of poeple spamming their work. When I started I, and EVERYONE ELSE would find every related message board and make a post saying what do you think of my work? But that isn't happening with my show. Why? Becuase its being blocked. The show also asks for volunteers, but do I get volunteers? No, they are being blocked. Each year i get 1 volunteer and their story always fits into how they are from the EVIL GOVERNMENT. They never say, I saw your web site, they say, I was talking to such and such, (EVIL GOVERNMENT AGENT) and they said you were looking for volunteers and that I should do it'. What that means is that they are not responding to MY web site, and are infact doing what the powers that be tell them.

9) The total inability of anyone to actually do a photo sign. A photosign proves you are real. Or web cam. Its always, 'Oh, my sister broke it'' i'll get a new one next week. NEXT WEEK NEVER HAPPENS. What happens is that every now and then they try to prove that your internet is working by having bogus people respond to you. Its easy for them to fake it. However, they can never proove who they are by doing a soimple web cam or something. The big argument really for girls that say their web cam is broke is that most people these days have MULTIPLE digital image capture systems. They have camers, new and old, web cans, external and internal, mobile phones, new or old. I guess most house holds have at least 3-4 cameras. A house of girls living together? No camera? BULLSHIT. If they cant get a photosign or web cam then they are bogus. They are probably from the Governments outsourced Indian bogus center where people pretend to populated the isolated internet users like me. Propogating bogus w-mail and all sorts.

10) Another MySpace observation is that considering that there are like 70 million people registered, when ever you do a esarch for friends, you always get the same LAST LOGGED IN people for days on end. On a broad search, the people you find should be different every second you click the search button. Obviously they are fucking that up too so that you can only search for bogus people. In fact I did a slow search yesterday and noted that there where NO obviously real people in the main MySpace search function. The only way to find REAL people is to dig deep into a random profile and look through their freinds list. I belive the reason that there is such a slow turnover on the MySpace serch function is because they have people selecting out the REAL people and making sure you only get bogus profiles to look at. However, remember, they can not create an ENTIRE bogus myspace. All those pictures are REAL, for someone.

11) Another thing that happens is that when you do find a real person and you exchange a few messages, the EVIL INTERNET CUNTS interveen and all of a sudden that profile starts acting strange and sending out bogus RING TONE bulletins and dating site SPAMS, and they dont respond like they did. Thats because the CUNTS AT MYSPACE have taken over and blocked your development of a friend. Something alse along similar lines. You can spark up a converstation with a girl and all of a sudden they start sending out bulletins about how they have been arrested for speeding, or drugs and such, multiple times over the next month, even though you know there is no way on earth that the person in the photos speeds, breaks the law or does drugs. They take over the profile and make it so that its shit. The real person is real and out there some where. But MYSPACE IN THEIR WAR AGAINST FREEDOM have blocked it.

Theres more. You have to witness it really to understand it. But i totally believe they are delibertly trying to fuck me over by controlling my entire internet experience. However, theres not much else I can do about it really.

As an additional note, I think opne of the reasons they fuck peoples internet up, other than the fact they are retards, is that they want to FORCE people to consume. You HAVE TO go to bars, clubs, and social events which means spending money and using peoples services. Thats lucrative business. Remember, MySpace is owned by one of the largest EVIL CORPORATIONS ON THE PLANET, Maxwell something or other. They have a vested interest in people spending money.

I SO FUCKING HATE THEM ALL FOR WHAT THEY ARE DOING. When you go to a club and you get attacked by retards, as I ften do, you can handle it because it was real and you can talk about it, but when an entire system is bogusfied its IMORAL because you believe it. Its like there are two queues for two clubs and you are forced to stand in line for the one that has no girls of reproductive quality. The queue for loosers. But you have a right to know. You have a right for it to BE KNOWN. Like modern slavery. I have alsways suggested we bring back the term slave for people that earn below a certain amount, have no job security and dont own their own home. They are slaves. The fact that the world ignores that fact is a travesty.

Just saying is all.

Like fuck. This is going to be the millionth Xmas on my own. I was wandering around Windsor this evening wondering why i'm the only bastard in the universe with NO FRIENDS AT ALL. even idiots walk around chit chating on their mobiles and sitting about in groups. This Xmas is going to be as shit as all the rest, I can tell.

I thought for a change i'd stay at home today and not do anything except surf My Space and all. Usually I just stay at home and surf My Space on Sundays, so staying at home surfing My Space makes for a welcome break.

Also i'm reading Courtesans by Katie Hickman which is about a bunch of famous Coutesans. Its pretty good. It has some good angles on discrimination and also on the awesomeness of femenine capability. I'm not reading it right now though. I only read when I go to the pub as I need something to do. Going to the pub alone sucks but I have to try. Single men in pubs also suck. I hate single blokes in pubs, especially the twats that stand at the bar. I could read the newspaper but that suck just as much. I take the lap top down occasionally and that rules actually, I should do it more often, but time flys by so quickly it hardly seems worth it.

So heres to another worthwhile, 'im glad im alive' Sunday.

I just finished reading this book and its brillliant. Although I never did figure out who was who amongst the children, ie, scout, and the otherone or which one was the girl or any of that it was still brilliant. Some how the mystery of Boo radley was the most interesting part. The trial of Tom was as I expected but still shocking. Theres so many books that just make sense, just little parts, and thats why I really liked it. Like when Atticus is talking to one of the kids about justice and the kid is saying bleeding obvious stuff and Atticus says that sometimes its only the kids that can see the truth because grown people have their politics and agenda.

Anyway, great read.

I also find it intriging that it was the only book Harper Lee ever wrote.

so here is my blog, i thought i would start one.

hooray, theres so much to say.

not really, theres fuck all to say actually.